:(

I just died inside...

Aw man...

I feel sorry for you...

Hope, everything will turn out better for you..

We won't know the future...

If its 2 harsh for you...

I'll be there...

And hope, i can help ease the pain...

DRUNKKKKKK

uH.........IM DRUNK NOW.....

DIDnt know....

It can make me emoooo~

Ah~~~~~~

Fuk za world..........

Every1 got gf oredi~~

Mahaii~

Nvvvm~

Im stilll strongggggggggg

Uhuhhh...............

Uhh can't sleep

I neeeed A damn hug~

Yea, it sounds sissy~

But, fuck it, I know i aint the only 1

Vain issues..

Sorry for bein a vain person :(

Hmmmph...

I Work out...

Because It helps ease the pain..

TEMPORARILY...

But At the end of the day...

The PAIN never goes away.. DOES IT?

Mommmmmm

MoM...

Happy Birthday...

Sorry for bein a fucked up son~~

:D

But Always know~~ I love u so very much :D

Haihzz~

2moro~~

Joining locking competition~

Im sure i aint gonna win~

Just gonna go there~

And Dance the shit out of myself~

Ciaooz...

Haihzz~

Ballzz

Uh~ feel like im wasting ma timeee~

PLay play~

ZZZ, i wanna train!!!!!!!!!

:)

Its 4 am... I can't sleep~

Im unhappy, sad, frustrated, filled with regret,

ANd i dont know why... Haizz... FML :(

Dulaaaaaan

Fuk this shit~ Ima gonna go work out! zzzzzzz

:(

DaD.. forgive me, for being such a shitty son...

Ahhhhhhh sem breakkk~

Im so satisfied~~~ be4 leavin college~

Im Happy, with my Final projects~And everything!

My Cg final project was awesome~

My HAD projecttt~ Awesome! I had 2 dancing in the dark, with glowsticks attached 2 me~

The crowed was rly wild and shit~

Yeaay~

Then i went home, was shit tired~

But then, I Had 2 go out, cuz, Im free~

And, free time= PRACTICEE

So anywayss~

I slept on 6 yesterday, woke up on 9, go college, present everything till 7pm

Went home, eat, go out on 9.30 Went and train flip till 2 AM~

Yay~ Im shit tired~ however im satisfied~

Becuz, I havent trained this whole week~

However i still see improvment in me 2day~

YAY~~~

Super super exhausted,

However, my energy was used With good reasons

Okayzz~ My sem break time, is gonna be filled with

Games, and dancing!

2MORO immaa dance again! wuhoooooooo

:D :(

Hmm~~

Deep down inside~

No1 knows How i feel~

What i want~

Who i have feelings for~

Becuz truthfully speaking~

I don't know myself...

If i hav feelings for a girl~

Why would i feel sad, when another girl i used 2 like recently got taken?

Issit becuz, i like that girl?

Or the other girl?

Or wtf?

I really don't know~

Either way~ I don't want 2 care :(

Im just gonna focus on whats important~

I just don't want 2 end up hurting any1 :(

:/

Aw man...

Just one more week, of serious shitty stress~~~

Heres my average daily routine~

I sleep, on average 4 am, becuz of assignments

I wake up on 9, Go 2 college, till evening on average 5pm

Go home, eat, hopefully sleep, on 7-8 I have 2 go 2 the studio for rehersals

Till, 11- 12, GO HOME,

And start doing my assignments till 4 am~

Repeat the same process the following day~~

What, in the shit stain of the asshole marked with nipple milk!

U hav 2 only experience my life, 2 actually understand how tiring it rly is...

But no matter!

I know i can make it!

Im a tough as dudee!!!

Braaaaaah!

Bring it on!

I can take the heatttttttt

Uh~~~

My tired~ fustrated, exhausted Look~~ :D

Hahhaa happy burthday 2 me~

Happy burthday 2 me~

Happy burthday 2 meme~

Happy burthday 2 me ^^

For my bday~

I want, nothing but 2 improve, I everything that i love 2 do~

I wanna improve in dancing,

Drawing~

Designing, And painting!

I don't expect anything for my bday~

I just want~~ 2 improveeeee alot

:(...

Haiz dunno y,

I suddently feel rly unappreciated~

When i look back at somethings~

I start 2 miss alot of shit...

I start 2 realise, how much shit has changed~

How much, of new friends i;ve made~

And~~

I noticed, not every friends are good :/

Some people, just take u for granted 2 damn much...

When i look back~

My true friends have always been my school friends...

Some other friends, just want 2 use me,

And eventually backstab me.

Fuck u guys~ Go 2 hell

Im gonna do my shit~

Hmm~~ Yea, And "YOU"

Should learn 2 fucking grow up~!

U stuck up bitch~ And stop talking shit about ppl behind ur fucking back!

Don't take people for granted!

Don't spread shit rumors about shit u think u know!

And don't act like as if u deserve everyshit ur bf does for u~

Cuz U don't deserve shit!

Yea, and another "YOU"

U HAV an awesome fucking GF~

Learn 2 appreciate her, Stop flirting with other fucking girls!

Don't treat me as if im younger than you~~

Treat me with sum fucking respect~

Don't ORGANIZE SHIT IF U CAN'T

Don't act as a boss infront of me~

Don't fucking treat me as if im ur taxi driver.

And, don't try and flirt with the girl u know that i like~!

Cuz, It makes u A FUCKING ASSHOLE!

Mother fcukerrrrrr!

GRHHHHHHHH DU97LAN!

Most tiring shitty day evar~~~~~

Uhhhhhhhh~

2dayyyyyyyyy, Is the most tiring n shitty day EVARRRRRRR!

Holy shit!!

I slept on 4 am~~~ Yesterday~

2 DO my damn assignmentssss~

then woke up on 8~ go college,

Then on 1, start doing my damn college dance shit~

Kept on dancing from 2pm till 5, then i slept from 5 - 6 then i woke up, n continue dancing from 7- 10pm~

WHOAAAAAA WTF!

tHEN NvM~~~ FROM 10- 12

I got lost at CHERAS N ENDED UP AT TIMES SQUARE TWICE!

Then from 12 - 2 am~ TRAIN FLIP!

holy shit!!!

SHITYYY TIRING DAY EVAR!

9-12 ~ college

2-5 ~ dance

7-10~ dance

11-12 ~ GOT LOST

12-2~ Flip!

2-3~ blogggggg n KO 2 BED~

:S

hAizz~

Dunno wad 2 write~

Sumtimes~

We just get tired chasing our goals~

Sumtimes~

We just need 2 lay back and relax~

But, i have been laying back 2 much recently...

Im gettin lazier and lazier each day.. :(

Ah....... i don't care......

im gonna push alot harder now.........

Likeeeee alot harder!

So hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~

2day~~~~~~~

Is an awesome day~~~~~

Went for the street jam competition~~

The bboy competition was so dopeee~

Just when i went 2 the studio~

I was like so nervous~~

Then it soon got better~

So we battled for bboy~~

N success~

I won the first round~~

But the second round we lost la~

Hahaha~

Either way im still happy,

Cuz its the first time i actually won a bboy battle~ :D

Although i lost eventually, But~~

Still satisfyingg~ :D

Awesome experienceeeeee Happaaay~ :D

I'll do so much better next timeeeeeeee~ :D

Gettin rdy for 2moro's college performanceeeee

A boost in confidence~ ^^

Ahh~~

2day's a positive day~~~

I think i know y i have been emo these days la~

No confidence man~~~

In anything i do~~~

But i noticed,

That small compliments ppl giv u~

Actually have a huge affect on our confidence

Its like.. Ur doin sumthing

Then ur friend tells u

Whoa nice work man~ keep it up

This small compliments, might seem normal~

But, it is due 2 these small things, that keeps me goin in my life ^^

Thx 2 all my friends that has complimented me~

U all make me who I am 2day ^^ Love u all :D

I another thing i've learned~ Is that

We can't expect sumthing we want~ 2 come 2 us

But we have 2 sumtimes go get it ourselves~ :D

.....

It just aint fair~ :S...

Ah fuk my life...

^^

Can sum1, tell me...

Y i feel so unhappy? :(

Hmm~~ Bussy week~

Its gonna be a freakin busy ass week~

So many new games, come out oredi :/

N i dont think im gonna buy them anytime soon~

oR i will seriously screw up my projects~ :/

Yeah~ Anyways!

Enjoy the music!

N PARTAYYYYYYY~

Lemme list wad i need 2 do~

Caligraphy project~

Language and communication project-

Bm project-

2 Dance performances

2 dance battle competition~

Bboy im teaming wif zhuan~

Locking im teaming wif julius~ :D

OMGGG~ SO many gamess 2 playyyy

Fallout new vages

Fable 3

Star wars force unleashed 2

Sims 3 on xbox 360!

Vanguish~!

Omg!! Shit im a nerdy ass geek~ :s

Short post~

Lately i've been driving my car alot~

Listening 2 the radio~~

Yeaah~ loneliness kills~ :(

:(

U would just leave me there~?

let me get fucked by those ppl....

Awesome friend u r :(

:D~~

Im gonna go work on my abbss now!

Sit up! gogogo!

Random post!

BALLLLLLLLSSSSSSS
CHICKEN WINGSSSSSS!

I want 2 grow more balls in what i do...

Chicken wings are there for the randomness effectt~ brahaha

:/~~~

;/~~~ Ballss~

Long time din emo, this morning saw sum1~

Then haaaaaaaaaaaaizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

Come home, wanted 2 sleep~

Saw the person on9~~

Nvm, sleep can wait~~~

But ltr on oso~~

Haizzzzz~ go sleep batter cbcbcbcb~ :/

I wanna go sleep wake up, N effingg work out!!

N hope, that 2moro will be a better day~~

Godd.... bout time, i worked out ;(

Flippp!

Yeaaahss!!

2dayy, is a satisfying dayy ^^

The sad thing is that, i slept on 7 in the morning :/

Due 2 assignmentss~

Then went 2 college on 9

Hahaha sleeeppyy~

But itss fine ^^

Imma strong maan brahahaa~

The satisfying part~

~ managed 2 pass up my asignment ^^

~Managed 2 shoot, a few scenes for my bm project^^

~Managed, 2 spray paint our design project, which lookss awesome!

~Managed 2 go home n sleep for an hour~

~9 pm, go 2 the studio, 10 clock, went 2 the gym, 2 train flippss

~Managed 2 backflip and front flip!!!!!! yippyyayaay

Watch watch! :D Immaa so haaapaaay ^^

Argggh.... my abbsssss hurtt so badd~ imma go sleep now ^^

Wuuuuuuu

Omg~~

Immaa sicck~

N yet i went n dance 2 day~~

Wuhhooo~

Headacche!

But i kinda feel better after dancingg man~

N summore i can do 6 rounds of flairr~

Omg so happy!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Bunch of radom shit~ this whole week~Bross 4evaa~!

Soul creww! without, julius haha


Yeaaap~~

Im feelin goodd once again~ ready 2 face the chalengess aheadd~!

Brahahahahahaha~~

Usually, i feel sad when im alone~

But after sum time with my friends~

Yeaah! i feel much betterrr!

Had an awesome college, day with my friends~

Brian, aq , jeremy~ HAHA

Been doing our design project almost everyday~

LoL~~ i feel rly happy when im with them^^

Then, ltr at nite~

Went sushi with hwai nam, stephy, julius, allysa, zp~

Had an awesome dinnerr~~

Catch up with their livess~~

Not everything is goin, fine though~

Zp, hope u get well soon~~

Make the right decision~!

Allysaaa~!

Glad 2 hear everythings fine!

I tot u were half dead~ haha

Yeapp~ the end of 2day,

Should be enough 2 keep me going~ for a rly long time! ^^

Muackss~ I love u all ^^

triple 10~~~

Dunno y~

kinda emo these days~~

Im not sad cuz i didnt win~~

Its just that~

Its suppose 2 be sum special day 2day...

Its okay~ u know..

i Didnt win~~

Then, 2day summore, fetch my bro n his gf 2 sunway,,

Look at the both of them... haizz..

Dunno y feel sad summore...

Then...

I walked 2 the piramid hotel..

Then.. Remembered sumthing...

Then.. haizz..

Another emo day for me~ =.=...

FML

Screw this la...

Im gonna keep pushing myself!

Roaaaaar!

2moro~~ Im joningg bbboy battleee..~~

Arggh nervousness...

1ST time, battling..

Haizz~

I'll do my best 2moro^^

Im sure i would lose~

But it will be an awesome experience ^^

:/

I hate it when it takes like 3 minutess for u 2 reply me :(

All the time~~

Haizz~~

Its just not fun chating wif u anymore...

Emooooooooo~~~~~

Whywhywhywhywhy...

HaIZ FML

Sumthings wrong wif me :O

Omg~~ gettin so desperate nowwwadays~ :O
Like see a chick~~
Then i go~ whoaaaaaaaah~~
Just like~
A normal okok chick~
I still go whoaaaaaah~
Omg so desperate~
I gotta get a life~ peacce

Haizz~

Sienn~ :(

i would'nt have nth if i didnt have you~

Awh~~ letih nya~

Got bunch of college shit 2 do~

N im joining this dance competition~ this sunday~

Freakin bboy battle~~

Omg first timee~

Join battle~~~~~

haha~ i know i sure kena smoke this time~

But nvm la~ get experience~ gud la~ ^^

Yay~~

Street nation gonna host a bunch of dance competitionss~~

Happy la~

Can join, n get sum experience, n enjoy myself ^^

Yay cant wait~

Then november, oso, got a performance for my college~

Yay excited la~

Now gonna train train train!

I took it, n threw it on the groundddddddd~

Hahahaaa,

Been so busssssy~~~

No time, 2 dancee~

Im doing this 6 feet sculpture for my college project~

Everyday do do do~

Till, 30 +hours~~

When im done with it~

Immaa show u all~

Its gonna look rly awesome^^

K please enjoy this song! hahaa

Damn funny n stupid~!

Danceeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2Day~ go xi lai deng, as guest performer~

For a dance competition~ ^^

stupid, dance half way, no music~

Btw, my friends crew, got number 1,

Hahaha, happy for them,

kevin, victor, qian qian, ken

LoL~~ FUN DAY~ tiring day~~

Till i remember i had 2 do sum research...

Omg~~~ go home sleep wake up, then uni do~

I might act like i don't care...

But.. i rly do... so chill, don't kill urself.. :D

Phewww~

Yeaaap tiring day 2day~~

From morning, college~

Afternoon, go 2 my friends house, do college project~

till, 3pm, then drive all the way 2 studio~

Dance, till, 6, then makan, with tihau~

Then 7 drive back 2 my friends house 2 do the college project~

Until, 2 am~

LoL~~

tiring but awesome day ^^

Our project will we awesome ^^

Im feelin happier now ^^ staying positif ^^

I feel the improvement in my dance~

End of this year, joining sum competition~~

Gambatee! i can do it ^^

N, btw... just wanna say thx 2 all my friends who supported me...

I mean rly... without them..

I wouldnt find the strength 2 move forward ^^

I rly love u guys~~

Muacksss!

:(

Im rly down now..~

Sumtimess... i don't know if i should continue what time doing... haizz...

I rly... failed in alot of shit these days...

My time management..

:(...

I failed.. in making my friends happy...

My dance has no improvement...

I can't cope with all these...

My parents, keep giving me pressure...

Its like... im so busy everyday i come home..

I don't even have time 2 chat wif any1...

My bro, say he miss times, when we had time for each other...

Haiz... hurt la...

Right now... i don't even know if i should continue college...

Im just so sad i rly need sum1 2 talk 2..

:(... im so useless...

Ka buiiii!

Im not gonna talk now...

Im gonna show...

Damn...

Knowing u..

Has made me find other girls boring...

Worse thing.. is that u might find me boring~

Which rly sucks cuz,]

U made it imposible for me 2 like other girls..

N u DON;T like me~~~

N now im like trapped in this arggggghhhhh

Arggh..

So sanfu aaaaa~!

But i like it~ brahahaa

Taking a good rest~ ^^

Need a break~

Gonna go sleep hahaa~

Enjoy the music~

Riverside mother fucker!

LoL

Argghh

I rly dunno how i feel~

N wad i want noww....

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Roarr~ ^^

Hmmph~ :(

I guess the truth hurts~

Until, the truth changes~

I guess i can uni hug the pillow~

:(~ balss

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Dun care la~

Imma go work out like shit 2day!!!!!

:(

I Sucks~

Cuz ur out of my league~ :/

Screw it~ who cares

:/

I feel... empty inside : O Ballss...

Positive attitude, n focus~ yeahh~

Recently, i've been struck by a bolt of positive energy...

Nth seems 2 bring me down~

Even when the girl i like don't giv me attention~

Its okay~

I dunno why, Im just fine with it~

Hahaa~ guess butterflies are gone anyway~

Cmoonnn~~

I can do itt!

Just keep on pushinnn~

I can feel the improvementtt~

Yeahh~

Few more steps..

Day by day~ Im gonna hit jackpot...

I just don't wanna get distracted~ ^^

GRRRRRRRRR

I hate not doing sumthing i want 2 do!

I always say shit like, im gonne do this n that~

But i end up wasting my effing time~

Not this time~~!

Im gonna freakin push myself like superbly hard..

ALL THE WAY~~

Im aint quitingg... Nope...

Not even for a break noway!

Push push PUSH!!!

Pushinggg! don't get distractedd

LoL~~ Im havin a performance~ 2day

2 timess~

One on tv, one at sum pace dunno~

Waa~~ I trained like super hard...

2 the point i strained my muscle rly bad..

Till i couldnt rly do any stunt...

OmG... heal faster....

They depend on me 2 do the stuntsss..

Goin 2 sleep now~

Heal pleasee ^^

Haizzz... Was the time spent, worth it..?

Or i havent tried hard enough...

Yes... im talking bout u~ ^^

:D

No time 2 think bout girls..

Gonna concentrate on my shit...

.......

Everytime i think bout it...

Its like sum1, stabbed me in da heart...

hAIZZZZ SieN~~~

=.="

I was in a good mood 2day~

But sum dickhead had 2 ruin it...

Ur so damn annoying...

:D

Becuz of u,

I get less impressed by just looking at a pretty face~

Day be4 college~~~

Sem break is overr~~

Got bored~ so i decided 2 cam whore like a dickhead~~

Sorrayy~ i look like a fagg

We gotta keep believingg~!

I trust that~

If we keep believing...

If we keep holding on 2wards what we want...

We can...

N we will achieve it~~~

Sumtimess~~

Everything...

Is worth it~~~

Either if its for ur future?

Or ur money...

Or ur health...

Or sumtimess~ Love...

Its all worth it...

Yin n yang

2Day is a happy day...

And a sad day...

Plenty of fucked up shit happened...

But i woke up...

From a dream~~

N i have 2 face reality...

N stop being a baby

Responsibility...

If i can't even take care of myself...

Why... bother taking care of sum1 else...

Haizzz... siennn

Butterfliesss~~

Owh...

I love butterflies so much...

Yeahh~

Workin out pays off alott~~

Muahahaa~~~

Been rly happy these few dayss~~

N no1 knowsss why~~

Muahahaaa..

The happy dance~~

I invented a new way of showing our happiness~
Its called the " air hump"~
So if ur happy, follow these steps
Step 1, face ur body 2 the left, then hump da air~~
Step 2 face ur body 2 the right, then hump the air again~~
Step 3, repeat the steps above.

For more info please, contact mua~~ n i'd kindly demonstrate

Yay~~

I feel happy, sho sho happy~

So happy, n nappy

N Gayyyyyyyyyy~

Hahaaaaa~~

Muahahahaaa~

So happy 2 the point i cant sleep~ hmm

End up waking up, n jumpin on my bed~~

Dammn~

Everything isnt moving forward...

Everything... is remaining, in 1 bullshit spot..

My progress...

My feelings...

Haizz...

Dun care... i rly have 2 push ahead...

hmmmmm~

Jealousy is a bitch~ T-T

The domino effect~

Basically~ 2day was not rly a good day for me~

I learned another lesson 2day~

So anyway~ 2day, my phone cacat oredi can't call ppl...

Uni ppl can call me~

N i had no car 2day~

So my mom fetch me 2 school~

Firstly, I didnt sleep last nite~ becuz of assignments

Secondly- besides the lack of sleep, had an exam~ so no matter how sleepy i am, I can't sleep, 2 do exam.

Thirdly- I silents my phone, cuz exam mar...

4th-After exam, Mom called ask what time i wanna go home~ I said 5 sumthing, cuz i go cyberbafe wif

friends

5th- forgot 2 unsilent my phone.

6th- mom called, could'nt hear, was 2 busy playing~

7th- mom got pissed of, went home, called my dad blamed shit on him

8th- dad called me, blames shit on me, for making him have a bad day~

9th- 9.30 reach home... Late for dance rehersals ,Decided not 2 go cuz it was 2 late...

10th- kept my friend waiting for my car,

11th- Pissed a few of my dance friends of~ for FFKing~

So in conclusion,

Ruined my moms mood,

Ruined my dads mood,

Disappointed my friends

All because i forgot 2 unsilent my EFFing phone~

Freakin domino effect~

I feel sorry for them~

As much as i regret my mistakes~

can only learn from my mistakes...

N remember, 2 not repeat them~

No point being sad~~

Must move on~

P.s: Thx for caring... means alot ^^

=.=

Disappointed in myself~

I start 2 understand now~~

Why people find it hard 2 be strong on their own~

Sumtimes~ guys need a womens touch 2 actually be more productive

Haizz...]

Because, trying 2 move on on my own..

Is honestly harder than i expected~

I just need that spark of flame~

Just a small little ember, 2 give me a reason 2 continue forward...

=.=

Sieen~

Deep down inside~

No1 know how i truly feel... T-T

Can u feel da powerrrrr

Can u feel the powerr!??

Yeaaaaaaa

Feeel it~!

I said feel it!

Yeaaa~~

................

.................

Aw screw the lameness~

Well i can feel it~~~

Muahahaha~

I feel much much stronger babyy~

I mean it~

Literally~

Pushh onn~~

Yeaaa... got my time backk

HoHoHo...

Finally... i have time 2 work out again...

K..

GtG do itt~~

Pushhh ittt!

Awesome tiring day~

Morning, went KL... 2 perform a flash mob~

Cool man... around 50 dancers, all of them go on tv be4...

Uni me n tihau didnt go be4 haha...

We all dance like crazyy~

Awesome experience...

Then at nitee, go play basketball with, kim, dion, eric, eddy, ah fu, and ah chung...

So fun... So funny,

We all, challenge each other, see who can walk hand stand the furthest~

2 bad kim win haha...

But its fun la... listen 2 their advice on dancing

Cooll...

2moro... i'm gonna cut my hair...

Yay~~ n dye my hair finally...

Cmonn new style babyy~!

Criticalll limittt....

Woooahhhhh,,,,,, so stressed out......

Freakin collegeeeeeeeeeee...

This week is the worse most fucked up weekkkkk..

Monday- Assignment day..

Tuesday- assignments = 15 hours off work, and manikin exam

Wednesday- LCS Presentation, and Cg final project

Thurday- History final project presentation, History journal , Finished arts final project

Friday- Design Final project and presentation

Then.,,,,,, RELAX!!!!!

Wuhooooooo.... saturday got flash mob showw~

Yeahh... dance dance dancee

Eat more, sleep more, work out more...

I'm gonna be so awesome, these few weeks...

Yeaaaaa!

Juliuss bday partyyy

Yesterday~ celebrate mr juliusss parrtyy~!

Yeahhh enjoyedddddd myself alot

I love gathering with friendddsssss

Juliuss bday partyyy

Yesterday~ celebrate mr juliusss parrtyy~!

Yeahhh enjoyedddddd myself alot

I love gathering with friendddsssss

Can't Waitt

Can't wait till semester breakk~!

I'll come 2 the studio and train like hell mann!!

Wuhooooo push baby!!

Yeaaaaa~~ Feelin guuddd^^

I invented a new way of showing our happiness~
Its called the " air hump"~
So if ur happy, follow these steps
Step 1, face ur body 2 the left, then hump da air~~
Step 2 face ur body 2 the right, then hump the air again~~
Step 3, repeat the steps above.

For more info please, contact mua~~ n i'd kindly demonstrate

Awesome experience~

I feel da powerr!!

2day dance competition~

I didnt win~

But i gained alot of new experience!

I compete againts~ 2 many awesome crewsss

Famous crew ( my sifu's crew) , Floor fever, Cd player, Soul lady

The above crew's have all appear on TV be4~

Hahaa~

I'm not surprised my group didnt win~~

But im happy~

Because i feel that I have stepped up in my progress~!

Yeahhh~

I can't wait till my college semester break~

I gonna pump myself so much!

Train everyday~~

Muahaha~ I'm improve my flip, powermovess~ everything!

Waitt for me people~!

I'm gonna show u all what i can do~

Muahaha~~

August got bboy nite..

I wanna go there and battle oredii~~

Can't wait~ Yeahh

Yeaaa~ 2day we belanja mr bobbyy! makan shogun~

After all he has done for us~

iTS worth it~

Mr bobby~

Almost beat my handstand record aa!

Ignore the sound effects, My cousin 2 bising~

2 Busy with my lifee~~ no time for LOVE~~

Don;t wanna care~

I don;t wanna care anymore~

Im gonna work on my abbs! Muahahaa!!

Eat that succka!

A feeling...

U know the feeling u get~

When u want 2 chat wif a girl~

N while ur chatting~

There comes an awkward silence..

Then theres no topic 2 chat about...

N u don't want 2 end the conversation~

So u keep askng questions~

But u dont know if ur bugging her~~

N it would rly suk if ur bugging her~~

Yea that feeling suck~~

Siennn

Nowasayss... rly lose my mood...

Stupid SIEN like shit...

I don't know why i feel so negative...

ANGRY, SAD.....

Haizz... Starting 2 rly hate so many ppl...

Effing take me for granted... zzz

Giving up~

I'm the type of person that gives up easily~

When it comes 2 girls

ZZZ T-T

Giving up~

Passt

Everything pass oredi...

I dont want it 2 happen again...

THink positiveeeeeee

ZzZzZzZzZz

Hate this feeling...

U should'nt have messaged me...

U rly make me lose all my mood...

ZzZzZzZzZzZ...

Just wanna rewind time..!

Stop everything from happening!

FUCK!

I hate being emo!!! CIBAI!

Fuck!! La!

I wanna stay positive La!!!!!!!!

Sick of hurting sum1... zzz

I oredi tried my best not 2 hurt u..
I say sorry oso u Don't like...
Might as well not say anything...
So nothing can hurt u..
But now i didnt say anything...
Oso can hurt u..
If ur sick of the word sorry?
Can u give me back my life ,where i won't hurt any1 anymore?
Because i am rly sick of hurting u..

LoL..

Feel so retarded....

It's 3 in the morning...

N im working out...

Like a dickhead...

Hahaa got college 2moro summore~

Za dou...

Happy for my bro~~!!

2day~~~

I learned a huge lesson...

Its the fact that...~

"We have 2 all keep our faith 2wards sumthing we're passionate about..."

If we love sumthing or we're passionate about sumthing~~

We should always keep our heads up... N never giv up~!

2 months ago~~ my bro told me he wanted 2 join his school dance competition~

I honestly... doubted that he would have won~

But... My brothers Passion, leadership, and charisma~ led him 2 victory..!

I was 2 late 2 see him perform, but was in time 2 see him celebrate his victory...

I went there~~ on like almost 4pm~

Then It was like time 2 take the prize...

1st place... omg... Whe i saw my bro went up the stage...

I was like FUCKING HAPPY!

Jumping jumping...!!

I rly feel so bad 2wards myself~ cuz

I couldnt believe i doubted him...

But honestly... I feel so proud la...

Love u bro... keep ur spirits up~ ^^

lAST YEAR MY GROUP WON~~

THIS YEAR MY BRO'S GROUP WON~~~!

IMPULSE CREW!

From the left~ Jack, Kai ling, hoon san, RONNIE, Yi jun, yi ann

So happy...

My hard work has paid of...

We won the best street dance championship award...

We spent so much effort, time n money for this...

At the end... We tot that we would'nt win anything at all...

Becuz...there are 5 diffrent awards...

Best in showmanship, clothes, music, choreograph, n streetdance

The mc, gave the awards 2 other crews...

Then the last award, which is like the best award...

Me, julius n tihau... say imposible is us oredi la...

Wanted 2 go home makan oredi...

THEN OMG...

They call our crew name " SCHOOL BROTHERS"!!

So damn happy till i almost cry...

I mean i've worked so hard for this...

N when it has paid of...

OMG... the feeling is just so awesome!

I LOVE MY LIFE!!!

I wanna say thx 2 all my friends who have supported me..

My mom n dad... my bro...

Wihout u all... I would'nt find a better reason 2 live...

Emo tipss

Sumtimess...

U gotta know and accept the fact that...

Crying will not take u any fucking where~~

And becuz of that...

U've gotta learn how 2 rly stand back up urself...

N walk the lonely road ahead...

N doing so, will surely lead u sumwhere bright..

N by that time... U probably wouldnt need 2 be lonely again~

No progress =.=

College life... zzz

Assignments in my college rly... HECTIC!

They giv u no time at all...

I lack sleep so much...

I wanna dance..

But everytime i wanna train...

Like no energy man...

I eat alot...

But due 2 the lack of sleep...

Energy is used 2 keep me awake..

So im like... Omg... tired like cb kia...

I have no progress in my training...

Haizz...

Can't wait till semester break...

I will dance like 24/7

Don't giv shit!

Not giving up!!!

Feel so refreshed~~

Wuhooooo...

I love working out...

Feel so awesome!

Random posts~~ ^^

I feel that my blog wont be boring if i constantly post pictures~

Warming up~

Gotta push babey~~

U know~?

If u have a passion about sumthing?

N u want 2 improve?

THEN

U hav 2 imagine that u r pregnant~

N ur passion is ur baby~

THEN~

U GOTTA PUSH PUSH PUSH PUSH PUSH!

2 get ur BABY!

RANDOM PICTURE TIME~ WHATCHA!!!

UHUHUHUH~ THATS how I roll baby!

Not fucking giving up...

2day's performance was good...

But im not satisfied...

I don't care ady...

I've got a long way ahead!

N im not turning back...

I don't giv shit!

Push push push!

Dramatic week~

This week is rly dramatic...

Last monday my bro went 2 australia 2 further his studies~

I'm not that sad cuz he'll be back in a year~

My my mom was like... emotional as hell

I was'nt that sad...

But u know~ The worst feeling in life for me?

Is when u see ur mom cry...

Its the most heart breaking moment for me...

My MOM was like hugging me crying like hell...

Haiz... make me oso wanna cry~~

But didnt la~ im pro ler

This week is even more dramatic~

Firstly this week is effing assignment week~

2 presentations, 1 500word review, 1 pop quiz, other 3 assignments~

2ndly, I hav a performance this saturday~

So i hav 2 arrange my time perfectly,

2 dance n 2 study...

ZZZ everyday hav 2 sleep at 2 or 3 man..

My face now rly gg dy...

Pimples a!!!!!!

Damn cb yong sui a~

Ok~~~ love my new blog la~ love it love it love it~

I'm getting 2 desperate ah~~~

ZzZzZzZzZz...
Saw cavan's status 2day~
He said he's sick of being lonely and single...
I commented: Single is fun~~
Who am i kidding... i understand how he feel la zzz...
Either u choose 2 be lonely...
Or u choose 2 get hurt...
Loneliness is just small amount of pain for along time~
But if u get hurt~ its like collecting all the loneliness in a lifetime~
And putting it into a pill for u 2 eat in a day...

Diu~~ =.=

College life... assignments...

Haiz...

Really sien la~~~

Dance oso like no improvement...

But its okay...

NOT GIVING UP!

KEEP MOVING FORWARD! ^^

When ur down~

When ur down~

Don't worry~

Trust urself~

Hold ur breath~

Count 2, 5 seconds~

Tell urself~ it everything will be fine ^^

And believe me~ everything WILL BE FINE^^

LIFE~~

LIFE~ is like a black man's left testicle

Its never right~

N its UNFAIR ^^

My favourite assignment~

MY DESIGN ASSIGNMENT~

MY HARDWORK^^

MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS~

SO sleepy la wei...

2 Day dance the whole day~~

But got improvement~

Yay!

Yesterday~

Bobby took me 2 a gym~

Then we trained flips

OmG..

Can't believe i still can do...

Now i can do backflip on the ground oredi...

SO HAPPY...

But still abit scared la~ ^^

Train abit more sure can oredi..

Aaaaaa.....

Muscle pain a..

MY abbs hurt even when i cough

ZzZzZzZz

Im so sleepy rite now~~ see^^

Doing nth...

Its 1.31 am rite now...

Im on facebook book~ 0 NOTIFICATION

Im on msn~~ 0 PPL chat with me~

So it seems~ like im doing nth~

But I honestly don't know what im doing...

Maybe im just waiting for sumthing 2 happen...

I just honestly hope sum1 would.. Suddently message me...

But haizz... so feel so lifeless n lonely...

Sumtimess~ we just have 2 move forward~ ^^ n fake a smile :]

So tired...

I lack sleep......

I helped my dad at work 2day...

From the morning...

Went home...

Then go dance...

Then come home...

Then do sum physical workout...

My god...

Im doing it rite now...

Its 12 am

But im so exhausted...

Do push up like 10 times...

Then feel like wanna mati oredi... T-T...

Summore 2moro still need 2 help my dad...

Haiz...

I know its the rite thing 2 do...

2 help my dad...

But the thing is...

I Work in the hot sun...

N my skin is just 2 sensitive...

Like just an hour in the sun...

My face end up looking rly rly ugly... T-T

I've been working with my dad for the past 4 months be4 i went college...

N my face rly...

Haizz... Rly sad la...

So i tot college started n It would be fine again..

But now my dad needs my help...

Haiz...

But i hav 2 think la...

WHats more important?

My LoOKS?

or helping my dad out?

Haiz... The right thing 2 do is pretty clear oredi...

Nvm...~

I know my hard work would pay off 1 day... ^^

K gtg continue my workout~

1 more set 2 do~~~

PUSH PUSH PUSH!

Im not a balanced person ^^

I just noticed sumthing these few days...

IM a DANCER...

But im studying DIGITAL ANIMATION...

So basically~

Im a Nerd~

N not a Nerd~

LoL~~~

I love Video games~

N i love dancing~!

WoW~~

Im so happy with who I am now^^

But i just don't get why sum ppl don't like what i write in my blog?

Hav i offended any1?

Im just writing bout my feelings here...

Whats wrong with that?

I don't go cursing whoever in my blog~

But y do u ppl come n start Shit here?

If you think im lifeless?

Then spamming sum random guys blog Surely is LIFEFULL?

Please don't be ironic...

You are clearly the 1 at fault here...

Please...

As they say

Just don't Start a fire, When there's oxygen around here...

Yay~~~!!

Finnaly..... I CAN DO IT! MUAHAHA...

This 1 rly hard 2 do man...zzz

Ppl do with 1 hand uni summor haha...

Nvm...

At least i get what i worked hard for..

Haha...

Can do windmill~!! YES!

n Can do flair oredi... 2 rounds uni haha...

Nvm... I know i can do it well...

Muacks muacks!! Love every1 who support me... T-T

Now... its 1 in the morning...

Im doing sit ups...

Lifeless? haha...

Nvm la~ SUm1 said i look fat oredi...

Na... Show u!!

SOON~ ^^ haha...

Not giving up...

Im gonna push my self harder n further... I don't care...

Im such a loser... haizz

Haizz... don't want 2 end up falling for any1 again la...
Im such a desperate loser...

Feel happy!!

YES YES YES!!!

My dancing is better oredi a!!

Abit more touching up... hehehe...

2day i was training as usual...

And my friend was watching~~

He said i improve alot from last time...

T-T... so happy...

Give me more spirit 2 work harder...

At least i know im not wasting my time... ^^

Oso wanna say thx 2 bobby...

Giv good advice 2 me hehe!

Feel~ so lonely~

My college life starting... finally...

The time i spent between spm n college~~

Is goona be over...

I feel satisfied...

I feel that i've done the right thing...

At least i didn't waste my time at home...

I followed my dad 2 work...

N i went dancing...

I feel happy...

All my hardwork .. i know its going 2 pay off one day... ^^

I hope i made my dad proud...^^

Hohoho... all these stuff made my more fit oredi... ^

I same height with ZHAO PING OREDI ngek ngek ngek..

Hahaa...

Hope my friends n family feel good with my hard work...

Hopefully i meet new friends in college... ^^

N i hope i won't feel lonely anymore.. ^^

A feeling hard 2 describe..

You said something 2 day...

It made me shed a tear...

I was touched in my heart for the 1st time...

A person like me...

Really very hard 2 make me touched..

But i really did'nt expect it from you...

Thank you...

BUT I CAN'T KEEP YOUR PROMISE... SORRY...

Haizz... need 2 push harder...

These few months...

I've been working~

N i've been dancing...

It's rly tiring~

N i tot that i would be able 2 handle the pressure...

I did..

But i see myself dancing...

N.. i don't think i improve much at all...

Haizz...

Till now...

Other ppl still better than me...

Till now i still can't do windmill... ( break dance move)

Till now my criket still like shit...(break dance move)

I see my friends all doing their performance..

Getting all the reward..

Haizz..

I don't know how long till i see improvement in myself..

I'm so exhausted with my life...

Disappointed with myself ...

Don't care...

Im not gonna give up anyway...

I'll show you...

New clothes babeh~

My brothers new kicks!!!!!!!

Look so cool a!!
Check out my new shirt!!

Awesome a!


There's my bro~

Showing of his shoe haha

Can't wait 2 go college a!!

Can't wait 2 go college~

Can finally stop working haha...

So sunny i tell u..

My sun burn rly make me damn yong sui ady~~

YONG SUI A..

I mean its so sunny 2 the point where~

I come home with my pants looking like this!!

CMON LA WEI~~

iT's like i pee'd in my pants the whole time i was working...

Haha...

I mean for balls sake man...

COLLEGE COLLEGE...

Wait for me...

Im coming soon~

Don't be an asshole k..

If ur a girl

Flirting is okay~

But don't flirt for the purpose of using them...

I can't stand ppl who treat me so good~

But then eventually ask me 2 buy shit for them

Lend them money~

Fetch them here n there...

Eh come on la...

Don't think u pretty then guys will do whatever u wan...

They just expect a reward from u la~

Like a freakin blowjob!

But no~

U just take their kindness for granted~

o0o naa...

At first u treat them good la~~~

Ok lor we think ur just really friendly...

Summore we think yes!

Our looks made sum1 flirt wif us!

Im so happy i look so good~

U make sum1 think like that ok!

Then eventually fetch here n there...

U think we're ur taxi driver meh!?

petrol no need money 1 a?

Summore u hurt out feelings ok!?

U will make us think...

Omg.. im so ugly 2 the point where~

Girls will uni want me for my money~

Please la~

U want sumthing go get it...

Dont' just sit around like a dickhead...

So bored~ wanna dance...

A..

So bored with my life now~

Constantly repeat the same thing these few dayss...

Work eat sleep...

The computer's getting rly boring nowadays...

No1 2 chat wif..

Honestly do feel lonely sumtimes...

DOn't care la... zzz

Wanna dance a..

Studio din open a..

Can't wait 2 go college la... haiz...

Hopefully i meet new friends~

Don't hav 2 feel so lonely everyday~

After i go in college~~

Im gonna effing push myself la...

Don't care!!!

I DON'T WANT YOUR PITY

I'll show you!!

Nah F u!
U think ur so good?
Talk talk talk la!
U think ur words can bring me down?
U think im so weak?
IM 5 TIMES more stronger and tougher than u!
o0o!!
I'LL SHOW YOU!
U have no idea how strong my spirit is
U think i'll giv up so easily?
U think im like u?
o0o!!
I'LL SHOW U
U piece of shit!
Is this all u can throw 2 me?
Is That all!!?
Na!
Thats nt even a challenge!!
U stand in my way and i will break your jaw!!

Haha!!!
Guess who im talking 2?
MYSELF HAHA~

Feel tired, depressed , useless...

Feel... tired man...
Gt 2 work n dance...
Seriously tiring...
N who cares~~
I work so hard...
Bt no 1 appreciates me~
Even my mom~ thinks im useless...
Don't care la...
U all never understood me anyway...
Everytime oso talk talk talk...
When u want me 2 do sumthing talk 2 me nicely...
"Help me mop the floor a..." blablabla
But nvm~~ i help u anyway even if u piss me off...
But do i get anything in return?
Sure! ~ Its call a gratitude of nagging!

Haiz... I don't know la...
Who knows la...
I may be useless...
Haiz...
Giving up my powermove classes now...
Gonna stop working out so hard...
Its stopping my growth...
WHO CARES LA...
What ever i do oso NO1 will appreciate me...
No 1 ever did...

Don't care la!
I don't need any1 2 care!
I can stand up on my own...

Feeling sad again... jibai kia

Haiz...
Y la...
Y must school end so fast...
Rewind time la aunty...
I wanna go back form 2..
That time so fun u know anot...
Haiz...
Now we leave school every1's like busy here busy there...
Diu nya ma...
MISS MY FRIENDS ALOT LA...
WILLIAM sohai ns
Wei khong oso
Kenneth sohai UNI
Chee han NO TRANSPOT LA
SEAN STUPID I.T
OTHERS LAZY GO OUT
Haiz just when spm finish...
We i've never seen u all...
Miss u all like crazy...


SO anyway...
I was in a breakdance workshop 2day...
The teacher all the way from us...
Profowon... from floor gangs crew really famous..
Taught us alot..
Learned so much...
So happy...
Gonna push myself even further..
PUSH PUSH PUSH...
Windmill a..
So pain la train until...
Maximum can do 10 spins uni haha...
Gonna workout even tougher 2day...
Yea!!!

Staying strong Like my cell phone!

I wanna be as strong as my cell phone!
Haha sound stupid?
I know~
But get this~
I've dropped my phone countless times~
Rly badly~
It still work fine~
Then just yesterday~
I left my phone at the construction site i work at
On the ground~
Then i went home~
As soon as i realised~
I went back there~ 2 find it~
And i noticed that it was halfway stuck underground~
And
It was rammed over by a piling truck..
Holy shit~!
And it still works!
Haha!!
So the lesson iv'e learned
No matter hard or painful life gets..
No matter how challenging life gets..
No matter how heavy a burden gets in your way..
No matter how tiring, how suffering life gets
No matter how far the road goes~
No matter how much shit gets thrown at my face~
I WON'T QUIT..
I WILL CONTINUE PUSHING ON 2 MY GOAL...
IM NOT GONNA GIVE UP AT ALL!!!

An ending is a new beginning~

Okay...
Im nt gonna write anything emo and stuff..
Im just gonna remain positif...


Always think positive!
For an example..
My blog is screwed
Because it has 2 songs and i have no idea how 2 fix it
But its okay...
Lets find a solution!
Can any1 help me!?

Forget about that...
The main point is...
When ever we fall..
Do not ever let that keep us from moving forward..
Always think positive...

Everytime..
Some1 or something lets us down..
We stand back up!
And keep moving forward!
Keep on going!

Lets say we're in a boxing match...
And you're getting beat real badly
And u can't fight back~
Its okay
Its not aboout winning..
Its about how many hits u can take without falling down!
Its about keeping our spirits up!
Keep on going!

Lets say you're having sex!
And ur tired~
So what u stop?!
NO!
U keep on going!

Thats life!
And that's the attitude 2 succeed!

I know.. ur feeling like u don't have the energy 2 move on...
I know..
Its always hard...
But eventually we will get used 2 it...
No 1 wil be sad forever...

And... i just want u 2 know..
U will always be in my heart.