U.U

Always, always had feelings for you..
Me, having a chance with you, was just too good to be true...
Biggest regret, was letting you go... fuck im an idiot.

Cny depression~ :S

So yeah~ Cny~
This year, its kinda depressing..
My dad doesn't feel like goin back to his home town..
Family issues~ bug him~
So, im kinda staying back at Kl~
Every1's like away~ im like lonely and shit~
I just drive out my house, and the whole road's like rly empty
Sad~~ so yeah, been kinda lonely and depressed lately~
But, then i found sum stuff that mde me feel better.. and 2 fill out time~
I've been working out more lately, and drawing more~
Guess those are the only things that an fill me~ this week~
Well... loneliness is kindoff the price 2 pay~ :)
I hope i'll feel better soon :)
And, whoever's reading my blog~
Thx , for at least caring :)

So... 2012's here~ :)

Well... 2011.... has been, an awesome year... i have 2 say~
I have done, my best, worked really hard~
Achieved somethings, learned alot, gained alot of experience~
Exactly, what i intended 2 do, and i did it :)
I am in a way proud of myself :")

But... besides that, i've also done mistakes...
This year... i've hurt people, emotionally in a bad way...
And... things happen... and, everytime, i blame myself..
Whether.. its about, lust, or being not good enough, and also... commitment..
Things that affect, a relationship.

Im always, moving ahead... following this road in my mind...
And... sometimes... i get distracted.. and i lose my way...
And thats when... my mistakes come... and take over..
But, i always tell myself, to keep moving forward even when i fall
But... when my mistakes affect people in a bad way..
Thats when my road, takes a painful toll.. of regret..

I am truthfully sorry... about the bad things i did... and how much i've hurt... some of you...
I never wanted, things like that 2 happen...
But... im only human... and sometimes... mistakes happen...
And, all i can do is say i'm sorry..
And i really do mean it.

Well... 2012 is here...
I plan on working harder........ and harder!
So much to do :)

What the fuck

When, it comes 2 love, relationships, and stuff~
Man.... I don't ever know what the fuck i want...

Like seriously! What keeps bugging me!?
Im so full of shit sumtimes.....
Im like a Fucking... never satisfied Prick...

A wish

If i had a wish...
I'd wish...
that- i'll do my best in my dance, and studies...
- and that i'll make my dad proud
- And i'll love that one girl... with all my heart

hmmmmmmm

Gotta work harder! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh!

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Im a better friend, than a boyfriend...