So... 2012's here~ :)

Well... 2011.... has been, an awesome year... i have 2 say~
I have done, my best, worked really hard~
Achieved somethings, learned alot, gained alot of experience~
Exactly, what i intended 2 do, and i did it :)
I am in a way proud of myself :")

But... besides that, i've also done mistakes...
This year... i've hurt people, emotionally in a bad way...
And... things happen... and, everytime, i blame myself..
Whether.. its about, lust, or being not good enough, and also... commitment..
Things that affect, a relationship.

Im always, moving ahead... following this road in my mind...
And... sometimes... i get distracted.. and i lose my way...
And thats when... my mistakes come... and take over..
But, i always tell myself, to keep moving forward even when i fall
But... when my mistakes affect people in a bad way..
Thats when my road, takes a painful toll.. of regret..

I am truthfully sorry... about the bad things i did... and how much i've hurt... some of you...
I never wanted, things like that 2 happen...
But... im only human... and sometimes... mistakes happen...
And, all i can do is say i'm sorry..
And i really do mean it.

Well... 2012 is here...
I plan on working harder........ and harder!
So much to do :)

What the fuck

When, it comes 2 love, relationships, and stuff~
Man.... I don't ever know what the fuck i want...

Like seriously! What keeps bugging me!?
Im so full of shit sumtimes.....
Im like a Fucking... never satisfied Prick...