hmmmmmmm

Gotta work harder! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh!

...

Im a better friend, than a boyfriend...

Im sorry..

Well... I didn't ask for this...
I don't know why u like me so much...
But, honestly... im truth fully truthfully sorry...
Theres nothing wrong with you..
Im just, not ready for anything now...

I didn't plan for this 2 happen..
I didn't expect you to fall for me like this..
Maybe, i will regret doing this..
But, honestly, im just follwing my heart..
Im sorry, but this is happening 2 fast...
Im not ready for anything...
But truthfully... im so very sorry...
The 2nd girl i've hurt in my life...

Shineeeeeee again

I want 2 showcase myself 2 the world...

Working for a better future~~

So i haven't been updating my blog for like really long now~~
Maybe its because~ Shit happens~
Anyways~ when IT happened~
I guess, It took my self-esteem away from me~

Alot of shit happened at the same time~ Im not gonna lie~
Its pretty much a small issue~
But i guess i take shit 2 seriously sumtimes~
My low self-esteem, took control of my life for months~
Till a few days ago, when, i was about 2 quit college~
My friend told me~ (more like my brother)
Its not that i suck at what i do, Its because i don't have the confidence 2 do what i do~
He says that, its like martial arts~ If u want 2 break sumthing, U have 2 ~
AIM BEYOND THAT SUMTHING~ 2 actually break it...
Well~ those words rly woke me up~
2 actually be more confident in what i do~

I can't let a small rejection~ let me down~ I need 2 stand back up...
And rite now, thats what i plan on doing :)

Picture adds 2 my self confidence ! :)

Fucking, Bullshit

Im SO FUCKING Frustrated~!
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!

=.=

Train lei train hei~
Oso, still the same ... zzz
DU 9 LAN...