Ballzz

Uh~ feel like im wasting ma timeee~

PLay play~

ZZZ, i wanna train!!!!!!!!!

:)

Its 4 am... I can't sleep~

Im unhappy, sad, frustrated, filled with regret,

ANd i dont know why... Haizz... FML :(

Dulaaaaaan

Fuk this shit~ Ima gonna go work out! zzzzzzz

:(

DaD.. forgive me, for being such a shitty son...

Ahhhhhhh sem breakkk~

Im so satisfied~~~ be4 leavin college~

Im Happy, with my Final projects~And everything!

My Cg final project was awesome~

My HAD projecttt~ Awesome! I had 2 dancing in the dark, with glowsticks attached 2 me~

The crowed was rly wild and shit~

Yeaay~

Then i went home, was shit tired~

But then, I Had 2 go out, cuz, Im free~

And, free time= PRACTICEE

So anywayss~

I slept on 6 yesterday, woke up on 9, go college, present everything till 7pm

Went home, eat, go out on 9.30 Went and train flip till 2 AM~

Yay~ Im shit tired~ however im satisfied~

Becuz, I havent trained this whole week~

However i still see improvment in me 2day~

YAY~~~

Super super exhausted,

However, my energy was used With good reasons

Okayzz~ My sem break time, is gonna be filled with

Games, and dancing!

2MORO immaa dance again! wuhoooooooo

:D :(

Hmm~~

Deep down inside~

No1 knows How i feel~

What i want~

Who i have feelings for~

Becuz truthfully speaking~

I don't know myself...

If i hav feelings for a girl~

Why would i feel sad, when another girl i used 2 like recently got taken?

Issit becuz, i like that girl?

Or the other girl?

Or wtf?

I really don't know~

Either way~ I don't want 2 care :(

Im just gonna focus on whats important~

I just don't want 2 end up hurting any1 :(

:/

Aw man...

Just one more week, of serious shitty stress~~~

Heres my average daily routine~

I sleep, on average 4 am, becuz of assignments

I wake up on 9, Go 2 college, till evening on average 5pm

Go home, eat, hopefully sleep, on 7-8 I have 2 go 2 the studio for rehersals

Till, 11- 12, GO HOME,

And start doing my assignments till 4 am~

Repeat the same process the following day~~

What, in the shit stain of the asshole marked with nipple milk!

U hav 2 only experience my life, 2 actually understand how tiring it rly is...

But no matter!

I know i can make it!

Im a tough as dudee!!!

Braaaaaah!

Bring it on!

I can take the heatttttttt