Go crazy~!

U.U

2012-01-25T10:55:00.000-08:00

Always, always had feelings for you..
Me, having a chance with you, was just too good to be true...
Biggest regret, was letting you go... fuck im an idiot.

Cny depression~ :S

2012-01-23T05:16:00.000-08:00

So yeah~ Cny~
This year, its kinda depressing..
My dad doesn't feel like goin back to his home town..
Family issues~ bug him~
So, im kinda staying back at Kl~
Every1's like away~ im like lonely and shit~
I just drive out my house, and the whole road's like rly empty
Sad~~ so yeah, been kinda lonely and depressed lately~
But, then i found sum stuff that mde me feel better.. and 2 fill out time~
I've been working out more lately, and drawing more~
Guess those are the only things that an fill me~ this week~
Well... loneliness is kindoff the price 2 pay~ :)
I hope i'll feel better soon :)
And, whoever's reading my blog~
Thx , for at least caring :)

So... 2012's here~ :)

2011-12-31T10:10:00.000-08:00

Well... 2011.... has been, an awesome year... i have 2 say~
I have done, my best, worked really hard~
Achieved somethings, learned alot, gained alot of experience~
Exactly, what i intended 2 do, and i did it :)
I am in a way proud of myself :")

But... besides that, i've also done mistakes...
This year... i've hurt people, emotionally in a bad way...
And... things happen... and, everytime, i blame myself..
Whether.. its about, lust, or being not good enough, and also... commitment..
Things that affect, a relationship.

Im always, moving ahead... following this road in my mind...
And... sometimes... i get distracted.. and i lose my way...
And thats when... my mistakes come... and take over..
But, i always tell myself, to keep moving forward even when i fall
But... when my mistakes affect people in a bad way..
Thats when my road, takes a painful toll.. of regret..

I am truthfully sorry... about the bad things i did... and how much i've hurt... some of you...
I never wanted, things like that 2 happen...
But... im only human... and sometimes... mistakes happen...
And, all i can do is say i'm sorry..
And i really do mean it.

Well... 2012 is here...
I plan on working harder........ and harder!
So much to do :)

What the fuck

2011-12-12T09:13:00.000-08:00

When, it comes 2 love, relationships, and stuff~
Man.... I don't ever know what the fuck i want...

Like seriously! What keeps bugging me!?
Im so full of shit sumtimes.....
Im like a Fucking... never satisfied Prick...

A wish

2011-11-07T08:59:00.000-08:00

If i had a wish...
I'd wish...
that- i'll do my best in my dance, and studies...
- and that i'll make my dad proud
- And i'll love that one girl... with all my heart

hmmmmmmm

2011-10-29T12:42:00.000-07:00

Gotta work harder! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh!

...

2011-10-08T01:07:00.001-07:00

Im a better friend, than a boyfriend...

Im sorry..

2011-10-06T07:34:00.000-07:00

Well... I didn't ask for this...
I don't know why u like me so much...
But, honestly... im truth fully truthfully sorry...
Theres nothing wrong with you..
Im just, not ready for anything now...

I didn't plan for this 2 happen..
I didn't expect you to fall for me like this..
Maybe, i will regret doing this..
But, honestly, im just follwing my heart..
Im sorry, but this is happening 2 fast...
Im not ready for anything...
But truthfully... im so very sorry...
The 2nd girl i've hurt in my life...

Shineeeeeee again

2011-07-29T09:00:00.001-07:00

I want 2 showcase myself 2 the world...

Working for a better future~~

2011-07-24T07:35:00.000-07:00

So i haven't been updating my blog for like really long now~~
Maybe its because~ Shit happens~
Anyways~ when IT happened~
I guess, It took my self-esteem away from me~

Alot of shit happened at the same time~ Im not gonna lie~
Its pretty much a small issue~
But i guess i take shit 2 seriously sumtimes~
My low self-esteem, took control of my life for months~
Till a few days ago, when, i was about 2 quit college~
My friend told me~ (more like my brother)
Its not that i suck at what i do, Its because i don't have the confidence 2 do what i do~
He says that, its like martial arts~ If u want 2 break sumthing, U have 2 ~
AIM BEYOND THAT SUMTHING~ 2 actually break it...
Well~ those words rly woke me up~
2 actually be more confident in what i do~

I can't let a small rejection~ let me down~ I need 2 stand back up...
And rite now, thats what i plan on doing :)

Picture adds 2 my self confidence ! :)

Fucking, Bullshit

2011-06-12T06:07:00.001-07:00

Im SO FUCKING Frustrated~!
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!

=.=

2011-06-06T10:07:00.000-07:00

Train lei train hei~
Oso, still the same ... zzz
DU 9 LAN...

D:

2011-06-05T10:41:00.000-07:00

Only games make me happy nowadays~

D: confused~ :(

2011-06-03T11:31:00.000-07:00

Y can't I get over just one girl...
Its just some girl~~
Issit, cuz she's special 2 me?
Or issit cuz im just desperate~?
Aw man... I just Can't move on, N I don't know why..
God fuggin dammit

:S

2011-05-26T10:19:00.001-07:00

Man.. Im so self centered..
Gotta care more bout others now ><
Man, shitt blog...

Bad moment...

2011-05-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

I don't know~~ why, THIS is happening 2 me~
Shit, keeps on happening 2 me...
I really don't get it~
Its like~~
Things keep getting worse n worse..

Last month~ i Got dizzed by a girl~

This month~ My college friends hate me~

Im already doing the best I can...
I don't know what more i can do...

E~ M~ O

2011-05-05T10:07:00.000-07:00

Hahaa~~~~~
I need 2 stop being~
A desperate pathetic loser... D:<

:/

2011-05-01T22:11:00.002-07:00

I wonder if u ever missed me...

Uhghghghghgh

2011-04-24T10:15:00.000-07:00

Geez... i gotta stop being so desperate, n pathetic..~

Wanna hibernate away from fb...

the more see fb, the more emo i get,, need gamessssssss

~~~~~~~

2011-04-24T09:01:00.000-07:00

I don't understand why, ppl look at me,

and they all assume, that girls like me, or i already have a girlfriend..
If these things are true, i'd be a much happier person~
sadly,~

Im not happy

Da truth~~

2011-04-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

Theres always a hidden truth~

A truth hidden so deep,

Kept away from me, 2 prevent me from gettin hurt~

But, theres no point~ hiding it~

cUz, Its pretty obvious anyways~

But, watevar~~ Life goes on~

:)

2011-04-16T11:35:00.000-07:00

If theres sumthing u wanna tell me...

Just be straight forward~

Don't worry about hurting me~

Or watever~

Just tell me the truth, no lies~

Im a man~~

If i get hurt~ It'll just be temporary..

Its not like, i haven;t face stuff like this before~

If u think this is the best way~~

Then by all means~ Go ahead~ :)

Don't worry bout me~

I'll always stand back up no matter what~ :)

I won't hate u~

Im matured~ Im understanding~

Watever it is u want~

Just, remember~ At the end~ It'll always be FINE :)

PEACE B|

:(

2011-04-15T12:43:00.001-07:00

Confused...
I don't wanna do sumthing i'd regret...

Im such a loser :(

My 200th post~! wuuuuu

2011-04-03T10:53:00.001-07:00

Sho, Im a vain person~ :P

I love working out~~ :D

Omg...

2011-03-21T10:08:00.000-07:00

Hear me When i say this...

I have fallen, Real deeeeeeeply IN LOVE WITH YOU...

I mean it :D

SHIT

2011-03-19T10:38:00.000-07:00

This is not happening! FUCK

Every time i fall for sum1~

Shit happens!

Diu Niama

All the time!

Its like, Haiz..

Either i think 2 much~

Or it really is like that..

I don't know~

Everytime i really fall for sum1,

I never feel secure :(

When that happens,

I usually tend 2 fuck things up...

owh, i gt 2 cheer up, n hope things will be fine...

hieh hieh hieh B|

2011-03-18T10:59:00.001-07:00

Im your retard :D

Well~~~~~~~

2011-03-17T10:38:00.000-07:00

Now, that I've looked back,~

I've always tot that, there was sumthing goin on between us~

I've always wondered weather u have ever felt the same way~ :S

I've always wondered if u've ever suspected sumthing~

But~~ Now that I've played pretend so long~

I guess there's no point 2 it~

Guess i'll never find out~~

I've come so far~~

Turning back, is not an option~

I've MOVED ON~

Gotta be AWESOME!

2011-03-11T17:26:00.000-08:00

So nowadays~

I've been supa busy in my college work~

But, My busy days are gonna be ovaaar soon~

Hmm~~

Not rly happy bout my progress in college~

I've been focusing 2much on dancing..

Haven't been focusing enough on my college...

I've always wanted 2 work harder for college..

But, honestly speaking~

I couldn't find the motivation 2 do so :S

But~ things are about 2 change~!

I've found my motivation~

I aim for a scholarship...

N the only way for that is 2 get good results~

I am so motivated 2 work harder in college~

Things are gonna change for the better...

So main thing now~

Is da fact that i have alot of free time~~!

Hurrah~~~

Will u go out wif me?

:) :D XD :* B|

:(

2011-03-04T10:34:00.000-08:00

Sumtimes~

When i make jokes,

I always, make fun of people...

But, sumtimes~

I go overboard..

N, Thats when, i start 2 realise how much of an asshole i really am...

But, by the time i realise it,

Sorry, may be 2 late~

N sorry, really doesn't cut it sumtimes.. :(

Y do i have 2 be such an asshole :(

Gotta make change...

Really sorry whoever i've hurt :(

Im not gonna repeat it twice~

Hey angel, U da sexaaaaay

2011-03-01T08:56:00.000-08:00

Omg im addicted 2 my title,

iTS effing addictive~~!

Sho anywayyyyysss~~~~~~~

Can't wait for my sem break~~

Have free time~~~

Got, alot of performancesssssss~

Need 2 work harddddddddd!

Gud nite world :)

Balls~ balls~ Balls :)

2011-02-24T08:56:00.000-08:00

When ur in love~

Its best 2 take it Sloooooow~ :)

No need 2 rush things~ :D

Moving forward~

2011-02-20T10:36:00.000-08:00

Am, i really moving in the right track?

Should i turn back?

Is it 2 late?

Chaaaaaap GORRR meeeeeeeeeeei

2011-02-17T10:00:00.001-08:00

Sho anywayss~

Im gonna keep this simple~

Chinese valentines day~~

Went 2 I-CITY

2 Perform~ N promote street nation~

I-city LOOks effing awesomeeeeeee at nite!

2 top that, Its the full moon~

AWESOME!

First time in my life~

Girls ask for my Hp number~

Of cuz, in a way I happy la~

But 2 bad~~

No interest~ ^^

Sho anywayss~~

Just wanna shay~~

IM ADDICTED 2 U :P

Nitesssssss

B|

2011-02-13T18:47:00.000-08:00

Ahh~ nth 2 shay~

Gonna keep it in my heart this time~ :P

But, in short~

I've never felt like this~

In a rly long time~

N it feels really good~ :D

Sho anywayssssss

2011-02-10T09:10:00.000-08:00

Hahaaaaaaaaaaa~ Back from aussie

Damn malas 2 update la~

Hahaa, the pass 2 days has been super stressful~

Cuz, of the blardy assigments~

But, at least i pulled it of~

Ballss, man, i haven't dance for almost 2 weeks shit!

Must dance 2moro MUST!

So, 2day is a good day :D

alot of good things happened 2 me 2day~

1- manage 2 finish my assignments

2- had a great time with friends at 3 open houses

3- ada ang pauu

4- maxis, requested for school brothers 2 perform~!

5- each performance, 450 ringiit! Yesh!

6- all the performance, will be during my 2 months sem break!!

7- n got like 5-6 showss!

I love my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ :D

8- SECRET~ B|

Random picccccccc~ of my beloved RObin :D

Welll~~~~~

2011-01-31T11:47:00.000-08:00

Im goin 2 australia 2daaaaaaaaaaaaay~~~

Gonnaaa spend chinese new year there~~

Hahaha

with my bro~~

Be4, we leave him there~~~

So anyways~

Hmm~~~ no idea wad 2 write~

LoL,

sO YAH,

A few things struck my head~

1st time- we should'nt be sad, when ur friends insult u directly~ Becuz, its better than him saying it behind ur back~ :D

2nd thing- hmm, tak tau la, Just scared that my dance skills will drop alot, Cuz i wont be training for a week :(

3rd- Hope i can eat alot alot alot~

Then work out alottt~~

I rly hope i can dance at Ausss~~

Sho anywayss~~

Im seriously gonna miss all my friends la~ :S

When, i come back~

Ill giv every1 OF u~

I BIG BIG ASSSSSS HUGGGGGGGG!

I needddd 2 grow BALLS!

2011-01-26T11:04:00.000-08:00

Can, we be friends?

WITH BENEFIT?

Wonder wad, u'd say~ :S

Well...

2011-01-24T08:15:00.000-08:00

2day is The day that proves~

That i hav been single for a year now~~

Can't say i've enjoyed it~

But, WHat happened~

Has happened~

N i believe its for the better good~

Wokayss~

So life has been ok these days~

And thE first month of the new year's gonna end~

tHIS month was'nt all that great~

But it could be worse :D

So, i wont complain~~

Hahaha, i don't get y ppl are starting 2 hate this year~

But, not me, Im staying optimistic...

I HAVE A GOOD FEELINGG BOUT THIS YEAR~

N i believe, Everything's gonna be AWESOME!

I will keep on believing :D

Dance dance dance, Draw draw draw :D

Enjoy, the emo song from NARUTO~ :D

;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2011-01-14T10:10:00.000-08:00

Yeaaaaaaaaaaash~

This semester of college~

Ish the best among all~

Its the most relaxing hahaa~

I have more time with my friends~

More time dancing~

Everything~ :DDD

Anyways~

Im gonna dance most of the time now~~

This sunday im performing~ yeash!

Then~

I'll be like a full time dancer~~

Arghhh push!

I've been watching alot of naruto lately~

Its awesome!

I gives me alot of spirit 2 dance~ honestly

No anyways~

Enjoy da naruto song~ :D

Im so outdated...

:D

2011-01-07T11:24:00.000-08:00

dONE , 1/3 of my assignments~ :D

iTS OKAYZ~

iM still doin good progress :D

bETTER THAN last sem..

Hahaa

tHISS ish a new year!

New me!

Better time management!

So, anyways~ Teaching kids hip hop 2moro~ :D

Yeash! i FEEL Awesome!

B|

2011-01-04T08:15:00.000-08:00

The sem break just ended :D

A fairly satisfying holiday...

Ahhhhhh....~~~

The rest i had I have 2 say~~ Is worth it :D

This holiday has made me realised alot of things~

And learned alot of lessons~

So anyways~

During the holidays, I've spent alot of time with my friends~

Goin out partying, yamchaing, count downing, chritmasing, Watevering~

Wasted alot of money...

However...

Its worth it...

I've learned that,

SEriously... friendship, is the reason, im here 2day...

Without my friends... I seriously don't know how i could go on alone...

aH... I love my friends :D And i miss all of them

Other than that,

I've been playing badminton alot with my friends~

And i learnt a lesson...

Basically, when u want 2 scoop a ball from fallin~

U have 2 move rly rly fast...

And when u do, U CANNOT, HAVE EVEN A SECOND OF DOUBT... That u can't scoop the ball...

Cuz, when u do, Ur NOT GONNA MAKE IT~

Its kinda lame, but i find it inspiring,~

Its like, gonna be my mind set from now on...

Im gonna move 2wards my goal, without any doubt...

Yeaasssssssh! COLLEGEEEEE 2MORO!

Im so excited!!!!!!!

The pictures are moments, That, i love so so much :D

Za new year

2011-01-03T01:50:00.000-08:00

Its da new year,

Which means,

From now on, Im not gonna post anything emo in this blog~

Its gonna be emo free :D

hopefully!

hOhOhOhOhO

2011-01-02T07:09:00.000-08:00

Hmm~~

This year, Is the year, i learn self confidenCe..

Cuz, i know thats what im lacking... :D

Hahahahaa

oKAAAAAYS, time 2 work out!

:p

2011-01-01T11:54:00.001-08:00

Another sleepless nite~

I wonder whats in my mind~ :S

2011

2011-01-01T10:35:00.000-08:00

ThIs year.........

Will be the year.......

Its gonna be the year, I hit it BIG!!

Urrrrrhhhhhh

Im damnnnnn motivated 2 work hard this year....

Seriously..... urrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhh!

:(

2010-12-29T23:42:00.001-08:00

I just died inside...

Aw man...

2010-12-25T09:17:00.001-08:00

I feel sorry for you...

Hope, everything will turn out better for you..

We won't know the future...

If its 2 harsh for you...

I'll be there...

And hope, i can help ease the pain...

DRUNKKKKKK

2010-12-24T11:47:00.000-08:00

uH.........IM DRUNK NOW.....

DIDnt know....

It can make me emoooo~

Ah~~~~~~

Fuk za world..........

Every1 got gf oredi~~

Mahaii~

Nvvvm~

Im stilll strongggggggggg

Uhuhhh...............

Uhh can't sleep

2010-12-22T13:00:00.000-08:00

I neeeed A damn hug~

Yea, it sounds sissy~

But, fuck it, I know i aint the only 1

Vain issues..

2010-12-21T20:47:00.001-08:00

Sorry for bein a vain person :(

Hmmmph...

2010-12-21T09:43:00.001-08:00

I Work out...

Because It helps ease the pain..

TEMPORARILY...

But At the end of the day...

The PAIN never goes away.. DOES IT?

Mommmmmm

2010-12-21T00:05:00.000-08:00

MoM...

Happy Birthday...

Sorry for bein a fucked up son~~

But Always know~~ I love u so very much :D

Haihzz~

2010-12-18T09:41:00.001-08:00

2moro~~

Joining locking competition~

Im sure i aint gonna win~

Just gonna go there~

And Dance the shit out of myself~

Ciaooz...

Haihzz~

2010-12-18T09:41:00.000-08:00

Ballzz

2010-12-16T12:48:00.000-08:00

Uh~ feel like im wasting ma timeee~

PLay play~

ZZZ, i wanna train!!!!!!!!!

:)

2010-12-12T12:23:00.000-08:00

Its 4 am... I can't sleep~

Im unhappy, sad, frustrated, filled with regret,

ANd i dont know why... Haizz... FML :(

Dulaaaaaan

2010-12-12T09:48:00.001-08:00

Fuk this shit~ Ima gonna go work out! zzzzzzz

:(

2010-12-12T03:33:00.001-08:00

DaD.. forgive me, for being such a shitty son...

Ahhhhhhh sem breakkk~

2010-12-10T11:02:00.001-08:00

Im so satisfied~~~ be4 leavin college~

Im Happy, with my Final projects~And everything!

My Cg final project was awesome~

My HAD projecttt~ Awesome! I had 2 dancing in the dark, with glowsticks attached 2 me~

The crowed was rly wild and shit~

Yeaay~

Then i went home, was shit tired~

But then, I Had 2 go out, cuz, Im free~

And, free time= PRACTICEE

So anywayss~

I slept on 6 yesterday, woke up on 9, go college, present everything till 7pm

Went home, eat, go out on 9.30 Went and train flip till 2 AM~

Yay~ Im shit tired~ however im satisfied~

Becuz, I havent trained this whole week~

However i still see improvment in me 2day~

YAY~~~

Super super exhausted,

However, my energy was used With good reasons

Okayzz~ My sem break time, is gonna be filled with

Games, and dancing!

2MORO immaa dance again! wuhoooooooo

:D :(

2010-12-06T11:43:00.000-08:00

Hmm~~

Deep down inside~

No1 knows How i feel~

What i want~

Who i have feelings for~

Becuz truthfully speaking~

I don't know myself...

If i hav feelings for a girl~

Why would i feel sad, when another girl i used 2 like recently got taken?

Issit becuz, i like that girl?

Or the other girl?

Or wtf?

I really don't know~

Either way~ I don't want 2 care :(

Im just gonna focus on whats important~

I just don't want 2 end up hurting any1 :(

:/

2010-12-03T09:30:00.000-08:00

Aw man...

Just one more week, of serious shitty stress~~~

Heres my average daily routine~

I sleep, on average 4 am, becuz of assignments

I wake up on 9, Go 2 college, till evening on average 5pm

Go home, eat, hopefully sleep, on 7-8 I have 2 go 2 the studio for rehersals

Till, 11- 12, GO HOME,

And start doing my assignments till 4 am~

Repeat the same process the following day~~

What, in the shit stain of the asshole marked with nipple milk!

U hav 2 only experience my life, 2 actually understand how tiring it rly is...

But no matter!

I know i can make it!

Im a tough as dudee!!!

Braaaaaah!

Bring it on!

I can take the heatttttttt

Uh~~~

2010-11-29T10:09:00.000-08:00

My tired~ fustrated, exhausted Look~~ :D

Hahhaa happy burthday 2 me~

Happy burthday 2 me~

Happy burthday 2 meme~

Happy burthday 2 me ^^

For my bday~

I want, nothing but 2 improve, I everything that i love 2 do~

I wanna improve in dancing,

Drawing~

Designing, And painting!

I don't expect anything for my bday~

I just want~~ 2 improveeeee alot

:(...

2010-11-27T13:37:00.000-08:00

Haiz dunno y,

I suddently feel rly unappreciated~

When i look back at somethings~

I start 2 miss alot of shit...

I start 2 realise, how much shit has changed~

How much, of new friends i;ve made~

And~~

I noticed, not every friends are good :/

Some people, just take u for granted 2 damn much...

When i look back~

My true friends have always been my school friends...

Some other friends, just want 2 use me,

And eventually backstab me.

Fuck u guys~ Go 2 hell

Im gonna do my shit~

Hmm~~ Yea, And "YOU"

Should learn 2 fucking grow up~!

U stuck up bitch~ And stop talking shit about ppl behind ur fucking back!

Don't take people for granted!

Don't spread shit rumors about shit u think u know!

And don't act like as if u deserve everyshit ur bf does for u~

Cuz U don't deserve shit!

Yea, and another "YOU"

U HAV an awesome fucking GF~

Learn 2 appreciate her, Stop flirting with other fucking girls!

Don't treat me as if im younger than you~~

Treat me with sum fucking respect~

Don't ORGANIZE SHIT IF U CAN'T

Don't act as a boss infront of me~

Don't fucking treat me as if im ur taxi driver.

And, don't try and flirt with the girl u know that i like~!

Cuz, It makes u A FUCKING ASSHOLE!

Mother fcukerrrrrr!

GRHHHHHHHH DU97LAN!

Most tiring shitty day evar~~~~~

2010-11-26T11:26:00.001-08:00

Uhhhhhhhh~

2dayyyyyyyyy, Is the most tiring n shitty day EVARRRRRRR!

Holy shit!!

I slept on 4 am~~~ Yesterday~

2 DO my damn assignmentssss~

then woke up on 8~ go college,

Then on 1, start doing my damn college dance shit~

Kept on dancing from 2pm till 5, then i slept from 5 - 6 then i woke up, n continue dancing from 7- 10pm~

WHOAAAAAA WTF!

tHEN NvM~~~ FROM 10- 12

I got lost at CHERAS N ENDED UP AT TIMES SQUARE TWICE!

Then from 12 - 2 am~ TRAIN FLIP!

holy shit!!!

SHITYYY TIRING DAY EVAR!

9-12 ~ college

2-5 ~ dance

7-10~ dance

11-12 ~ GOT LOST

12-2~ Flip!

2-3~ blogggggg n KO 2 BED~

:S

2010-11-21T12:11:00.000-08:00

hAizz~

Dunno wad 2 write~

Sumtimes~

We just get tired chasing our goals~

Sumtimes~

We just need 2 lay back and relax~

But, i have been laying back 2 much recently...

Im gettin lazier and lazier each day.. :(

Ah....... i don't care......

im gonna push alot harder now.........

Likeeeee alot harder!

So hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~

2010-11-06T10:55:00.000-07:00

2day~~~~~~~

Is an awesome day~~~~~

Went for the street jam competition~~

The bboy competition was so dopeee~

Just when i went 2 the studio~

I was like so nervous~~

Then it soon got better~

So we battled for bboy~~

N success~

I won the first round~~

But the second round we lost la~

Hahaha~

Either way im still happy,

Cuz its the first time i actually won a bboy battle~ :D

Although i lost eventually, But~~

Still satisfyingg~ :D

Awesome experienceeeeee Happaaay~ :D

I'll do so much better next timeeeeeeee~ :D

Gettin rdy for 2moro's college performanceeeee

A boost in confidence~ ^^

2010-11-04T10:51:00.000-07:00

Ahh~~

2day's a positive day~~~

I think i know y i have been emo these days la~

No confidence man~~~

In anything i do~~~

But i noticed,

That small compliments ppl giv u~

Actually have a huge affect on our confidence

Its like.. Ur doin sumthing

Then ur friend tells u

Whoa nice work man~ keep it up

This small compliments, might seem normal~

But, it is due 2 these small things, that keeps me goin in my life ^^

Thx 2 all my friends that has complimented me~

U all make me who I am 2day ^^ Love u all :D

I another thing i've learned~ Is that

We can't expect sumthing we want~ 2 come 2 us

But we have 2 sumtimes go get it ourselves~ :D

.....

2010-10-31T10:43:00.000-07:00

It just aint fair~ :S...

Ah fuk my life...

^^

2010-10-31T07:05:00.000-07:00

Can sum1, tell me...

Y i feel so unhappy? :(

Hmm~~ Bussy week~

2010-10-27T08:11:00.001-07:00

Its gonna be a freakin busy ass week~

So many new games, come out oredi :/

N i dont think im gonna buy them anytime soon~

oR i will seriously screw up my projects~ :/

Yeah~ Anyways!

Enjoy the music!

N PARTAYYYYYYY~

Lemme list wad i need 2 do~

Caligraphy project~

Language and communication project-

Bm project-

2 Dance performances

2 dance battle competition~

Bboy im teaming wif zhuan~

Locking im teaming wif julius~ :D

OMGGG~ SO many gamess 2 playyyy

Fallout new vages

Fable 3

Star wars force unleashed 2

Sims 3 on xbox 360!

Vanguish~!

Omg!! Shit im a nerdy ass geek~ :s

Short post~

2010-10-24T11:54:00.000-07:00

Lately i've been driving my car alot~

Listening 2 the radio~~

Yeaah~ loneliness kills~ :(

:(

2010-10-23T05:32:00.000-07:00

U would just leave me there~?

let me get fucked by those ppl....

Awesome friend u r :(

:D~~

2010-10-22T08:29:00.001-07:00

Im gonna go work on my abbss now!

Sit up! gogogo!

Random post!

2010-10-21T01:26:00.000-07:00

BALLLLLLLLSSSSSSS
CHICKEN WINGSSSSSS!

I want 2 grow more balls in what i do...

Chicken wings are there for the randomness effectt~ brahaha

:/~~~

2010-10-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

;/~~~ Ballss~

Long time din emo, this morning saw sum1~

Then haaaaaaaaaaaaizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

Come home, wanted 2 sleep~

Saw the person on9~~

Nvm, sleep can wait~~~

But ltr on oso~~

Haizzzzz~ go sleep batter cbcbcbcb~ :/

I wanna go sleep wake up, N effingg work out!!

N hope, that 2moro will be a better day~~

Godd.... bout time, i worked out ;(

Flippp!

2010-10-15T11:13:00.000-07:00

Yeaaahss!!

2dayy, is a satisfying dayy ^^

The sad thing is that, i slept on 7 in the morning :/

Due 2 assignmentss~

Then went 2 college on 9

Hahaha sleeeppyy~

But itss fine ^^

Imma strong maan brahahaa~

The satisfying part~

~ managed 2 pass up my asignment ^^

~Managed 2 shoot, a few scenes for my bm project^^

~Managed, 2 spray paint our design project, which lookss awesome!

~Managed 2 go home n sleep for an hour~

~9 pm, go 2 the studio, 10 clock, went 2 the gym, 2 train flippss

~Managed 2 backflip and front flip!!!!!! yippyyayaay

Watch watch! :D Immaa so haaapaaay ^^

Argggh.... my abbsssss hurtt so badd~ imma go sleep now ^^

Wuuuuuuu

2010-10-12T10:44:00.000-07:00

Omg~~

Immaa sicck~

N yet i went n dance 2 day~~

Wuhhooo~

Headacche!

But i kinda feel better after dancingg man~

N summore i can do 6 rounds of flairr~

Omg so happy!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-10-11T08:38:00.000-07:00

Bunch of radom shit~ this whole week~Bross 4evaa~!

Soul creww! without, julius haha

Yeaaap~~

Im feelin goodd once again~ ready 2 face the chalengess aheadd~!

Brahahahahahaha~~

Usually, i feel sad when im alone~

But after sum time with my friends~

Yeaah! i feel much betterrr!

Had an awesome college, day with my friends~

Brian, aq , jeremy~ HAHA

Been doing our design project almost everyday~

LoL~~ i feel rly happy when im with them^^

Then, ltr at nite~

Went sushi with hwai nam, stephy, julius, allysa, zp~

Had an awesome dinnerr~~

Catch up with their livess~~

Not everything is goin, fine though~

Zp, hope u get well soon~~

Make the right decision~!

Allysaaa~!

Glad 2 hear everythings fine!

I tot u were half dead~ haha

Yeapp~ the end of 2day,

Should be enough 2 keep me going~ for a rly long time! ^^

Muackss~ I love u all ^^

triple 10~~~

2010-10-10T04:07:00.000-07:00

Dunno y~

kinda emo these days~~

Im not sad cuz i didnt win~~

Its just that~

Its suppose 2 be sum special day 2day...

Its okay~ u know..

i Didnt win~~

Then, 2day summore, fetch my bro n his gf 2 sunway,,

Look at the both of them... haizz..

Dunno y feel sad summore...

Then...

I walked 2 the piramid hotel..

Then.. Remembered sumthing...

Then.. haizz..

Another emo day for me~ =.=...

FML

Screw this la...

Im gonna keep pushing myself!

Roaaaaar!

2010-10-09T09:22:00.000-07:00

2moro~~ Im joningg bbboy battleee..~~

Arggh nervousness...

1ST time, battling..

Haizz~

I'll do my best 2moro^^

Im sure i would lose~

But it will be an awesome experience ^^

:/

2010-10-08T09:25:00.000-07:00

I hate it when it takes like 3 minutess for u 2 reply me :(

All the time~~

Haizz~~

Its just not fun chating wif u anymore...

Emooooooooo~~~~~

Whywhywhywhywhy...

HaIZ FML

Sumthings wrong wif me :O

2010-10-08T09:09:00.000-07:00

Omg~~ gettin so desperate nowwwadays~ :O
Like see a chick~~
Then i go~ whoaaaaaaaah~~
Just like~
A normal okok chick~
I still go whoaaaaaah~
Omg so desperate~
I gotta get a life~ peacce

Haizz~

2010-10-07T10:49:00.001-07:00

Sienn~ :(

i would'nt have nth if i didnt have you~

2010-10-07T08:40:00.000-07:00

Awh~~ letih nya~

Got bunch of college shit 2 do~

N im joining this dance competition~ this sunday~

Freakin bboy battle~~

Omg first timee~

Join battle~~~~~

haha~ i know i sure kena smoke this time~

But nvm la~ get experience~ gud la~ ^^

Yay~~

Street nation gonna host a bunch of dance competitionss~~

Happy la~

Can join, n get sum experience, n enjoy myself ^^

Yay cant wait~

Then november, oso, got a performance for my college~

Yay excited la~

Now gonna train train train!

I took it, n threw it on the groundddddddd~

2010-10-05T08:26:00.001-07:00

Hahahaaa,

Been so busssssy~~~

No time, 2 dancee~

Im doing this 6 feet sculpture for my college project~

Everyday do do do~

Till, 30 +hours~~

When im done with it~

Immaa show u all~

Its gonna look rly awesome^^

K please enjoy this song! hahaa

Damn funny n stupid~!

Danceeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2010-10-03T10:10:00.000-07:00

2Day~ go xi lai deng, as guest performer~

For a dance competition~ ^^

stupid, dance half way, no music~

Btw, my friends crew, got number 1,

Hahaha, happy for them,

kevin, victor, qian qian, ken

LoL~~ FUN DAY~ tiring day~~

Till i remember i had 2 do sum research...

Omg~~~ go home sleep wake up, then uni do~

I might act like i don't care...

But.. i rly do... so chill, don't kill urself.. :D

Phewww~

2010-10-02T11:32:00.000-07:00

Yeaaap tiring day 2day~~

From morning, college~

Afternoon, go 2 my friends house, do college project~

till, 3pm, then drive all the way 2 studio~

Dance, till, 6, then makan, with tihau~

Then 7 drive back 2 my friends house 2 do the college project~

Until, 2 am~

LoL~~

tiring but awesome day ^^

Our project will we awesome ^^

Im feelin happier now ^^ staying positif ^^

I feel the improvement in my dance~

End of this year, joining sum competition~~

Gambatee! i can do it ^^

N, btw... just wanna say thx 2 all my friends who supported me...

I mean rly... without them..

I wouldnt find the strength 2 move forward ^^

I rly love u guys~~

Muacksss!

:(

2010-09-30T05:00:00.000-07:00

Im rly down now..~

Sumtimess... i don't know if i should continue what time doing... haizz...

I rly... failed in alot of shit these days...

My time management..

:(...

I failed.. in making my friends happy...

My dance has no improvement...

I can't cope with all these...

My parents, keep giving me pressure...

Its like... im so busy everyday i come home..

I don't even have time 2 chat wif any1...

My bro, say he miss times, when we had time for each other...

Haiz... hurt la...

Right now... i don't even know if i should continue college...

Im just so sad i rly need sum1 2 talk 2..

:(... im so useless...

Ka buiiii!

2010-09-27T09:58:00.001-07:00

Im not gonna talk now...

Im gonna show...

Damn...

2010-09-25T11:33:00.000-07:00

Knowing u..

Has made me find other girls boring...

Worse thing.. is that u might find me boring~

Which rly sucks cuz,]

U made it imposible for me 2 like other girls..

N u DON;T like me~~~

N now im like trapped in this arggggghhhhh

Arggh..

2010-09-25T07:04:00.001-07:00

So sanfu aaaaa~!

But i like it~ brahahaa

Taking a good rest~ ^^

2010-09-25T00:32:00.000-07:00

Need a break~

Gonna go sleep hahaa~

Enjoy the music~

Riverside mother fucker!

LoL

Argghh

2010-09-22T04:23:00.000-07:00

I rly dunno how i feel~

N wad i want noww....

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Roarr~ ^^

2010-09-20T09:18:00.000-07:00

Hmmph~ :(

I guess the truth hurts~

Until, the truth changes~

I guess i can uni hug the pillow~

:(~ balss

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

2010-09-19T08:49:00.001-07:00

Dun care la~

Imma go work out like shit 2day!!!!!

:(

2010-09-19T01:26:00.001-07:00

I Sucks~

Cuz ur out of my league~ :/

Screw it~ who cares

:/

2010-09-18T10:17:00.000-07:00

I feel... empty inside : O Ballss...

Positive attitude, n focus~ yeahh~

2010-09-17T10:31:00.001-07:00

Recently, i've been struck by a bolt of positive energy...

Nth seems 2 bring me down~

Even when the girl i like don't giv me attention~

Its okay~

I dunno why, Im just fine with it~

Hahaa~ guess butterflies are gone anyway~

Cmoonnn~~

I can do itt!

Just keep on pushinnn~

I can feel the improvementtt~

Yeahh~

Few more steps..

Day by day~ Im gonna hit jackpot...

I just don't wanna get distracted~ ^^

GRRRRRRRRR

2010-09-15T09:31:00.001-07:00

I hate not doing sumthing i want 2 do!

I always say shit like, im gonne do this n that~

But i end up wasting my effing time~

Not this time~~!

Im gonna freakin push myself like superbly hard..

ALL THE WAY~~

Im aint quitingg... Nope...

Not even for a break noway!

Push push PUSH!!!

Go crazy~!

U.U

Cny depression~ :S

So... 2012's here~ :)

What the fuck

A wish

hmmmmmmm

...

Im sorry..

Shineeeeeee again

Working for a better future~~

Fucking, Bullshit

=.=

D:

D: confused~ :(

:S

Bad moment...

E~~~ M~~~ O

:/

Uhghghghghgh

~~~~~~~

Da truth~~

:)

:(

My 200th post~! wuuuuu

Omg...

SHIT

hieh hieh hieh B|

Well~~~~~~~

Gotta be AWESOME!

:(

Hey angel, U da sexaaaaay

Balls~ balls~ Balls :)

Moving forward~

Chaaaaaap GORRR meeeeeeeeeeei

B|

Sho anywayssssss

Welll~~~~~

I needddd 2 grow BALLS!

Well...

;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

:D

B|

Za new year

hOhOhOhOhO

:p

2011

:(

Aw man...

DRUNKKKKKK

Uhh can't sleep

Vain issues..

Hmmmph...

Mommmmmm

Haihzz~

Haihzz~

Ballzz

:)

Dulaaaaaan

:(

Ahhhhhhh sem breakkk~

:D :(

:/

Uh~~~

:(...

Most tiring shitty day evar~~~~~

:S

So hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~

A boost in confidence~ ^^

.....

^^

Hmm~~ Bussy week~

Short post~

:(

:D~~

Random post!

:/~~~

Flippp!

Wuuuuuuu

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

E~ M~ O